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o Sunday, February 3, 2002 o

Sorry for the little outrage. Heh, heh. This is hilarious.. And now that I've noticed, I think the camera was lying. That's all. Period. End of story. My new cam image is the cover I made for my journal/notebook. Isn't my cousin such a cutie? The little yummy munchkin. Welll, I eat little bois and girls. The polaroid thingys were taken by Sam some time back. Nice eh? I <3 my journal, haha.

Was watching the MTV asia awards. I think I'm going to have to give up my childhood ambition of being a rockstar. Olivia is dying her hair orange now. I wish government schools were like that too. If we had 'funky hair day', I'd do mine in dreadlocks.

What a horrid, horrid thought..

» 10:14 p.m.


o Saturday, February 2, 2002 o

OK. I know the colours don't match very well. I just had to get rid of the old, peachy colours. Initially wanted to do a new layout, but couldn't think of anything good. So, this still stays. Man, the colours are really, really weird. Help.

My legs are aching like crazy. I have no idea why. It's not like I ran a marathon or anything. The pain is killing me.

This afternoon was spent at fun-o-rama. Human jams are always fun. Especially when you're (generally) shorter than everyone else. Sweaty bodies, people pushing, stepping on shoes etc. 'Tis all in the name of fun. Went late for YF, although I really didn't want to. Time flew while I was at the funfair, what can I say. Oh, I played soccer after YF today. Only touched the ball about 7 times. Kicked it about 5 times. Actually managed to kick it to someone about 3 times. Heh heh. I rule.

» 11:50 p.m.


o Monday, January 28, 2002 o

I can only laugh at my own absurdities. Perhaps I should yank out the "backspace" and "delete" keys of my keyboard. It's been 30 minutes and counting. Yet, this blank space remains. But I, I am not blank. My thoughts overflow in the most disorganized manner. I grasp for a way to weave everything together, but nothing seems to work anymore. I had wanted so much to write about the bus ride I had this afternoon. It was nothing spectacular, but something about it compelled me to describe each minute detail that ingrained itself in my mind. Yet, I could not bring myself to do it. I tried, but all I saw was a shadow of myself, shallow and weak.

» 11:17 p.m.


o Monday, January 28, 2002 o

This hurts so badly. I just took an hour to piece together the most precious, intricate thoughts of mine into words. But pitas died on me.

I feel like I could die. I could never come up words like those ever again. I hate you.

» 11:13 p.m.


o Sunday, January 27, 2002 o

Ok, I managed to skip class. And it was well worth it because I had such a fantastic night. Have I told you that we're such shameless narcissists? :) I am convinced that its all in the name of harmless, girly fun though. Took about a gazillion photos of ourselves in various, random poses. The only thing that pissed me off today was this rude lady who stepped on my favourite, black sequinned slippers and broke it! I was clearly upset. But well, bought another pair to wear. It's a white, rubbery one. Quite cute. I'm hungry now.. how strange is that. Uuggh.

Happy Sweet Sixteen Sha ;) (Alliteration, how nice.)

» 11:16 p.m.


o Sunday, January 27, 2002 o

Wonder if my parents would allow me to skip tuition tonight. Highly doubt so.

» 02:52 p.m.


o Saturday, January 26, 2002 o

Boys have such a tendency to say sweet things they don't mean. But I should know better. Must not let this stir up any inappropriate feelings in me.

Today I fumbled a thousand times leading worship. But we shared a log of apple strudel after YF and that sorta made up for everything. My day was good, how was yours?

» 11:18 p.m.


o Saturday, January 26, 2002 o

Ha! I just transformed my sister's plain white 'ah-pek' shirt to a hip, fashionable (hmm!) one. Yay. Am happy. I love diy t-shirts. Think I shall wear it out today and see what people say. Haven't installed the digital camera program into my new computer, so I guess the photos will have to wait. :)

» 10:26 a.m.


o Friday, January 25, 2002 o

Mr Heng (the photographer in our school) rocks my socks! Haha. Boon and I took a shot together yesterday. I looked really odd in most of them, as I always do in photographs, but we manage to settle for one. (after 379832 tries) And well, I still don't like that photo. I looked really weird. I had this big, cheesy grin plastered on my face. But Boon and Mr Heng kept insisting that its a "natural" smile! That aside. Today, we went to collect our photos. And guess what? Mr Heng actually did 3 different backgrounds for us! Think neoprint style. And that's 3 different styles of 8 photos each! (a total of 24 photographs when we were only supposed to get 8!) Afterwhich, he toally surprised us (I almost fainted) when he whipped out 3 additional ENLARGED photos for us. Wow. Those photos are damn embarrasing. Hahaha. And guess what? We only had to pay $5! And those shots look so studio-rish. (although I look like crap) Isn't Mr Heng so cool? :) I suppose it's always good to make friends with photographers, haha. I am such a narcissist.

So yah. Must proclaim our love for Mr. Heng!

'Tis very bad. Been spending excessively for the past 2 weeks. Even a hundred bucks can just disappear so fast. Oooh well.

» 11:02 p.m.


o Thursday, January 24, 2002 o

"At school she had trouble concentrating on what the teachers said. They seem to talk only about unimportant things. Why couldn't they talk about what a human being is- or about what the world is and how it came into being? For the first time, she began to feel that at school as well as everywhere else, people were only concerned with trivialities. There were major problems that needed to be solved."

An exerpt from Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder. Although I can't fully grasp the philosophies in the book, I must say that it is pretty interesting! Got me thinking about a lot of issues. Anyway, I think I've got the shopping bug. I really, really want to go shopping right now. But alas, there is no one to accompany me. Oh, and I have chinese class to worry about too. Woe is me. -_-

» 05:16 p.m.


o Sunday, January 20, 2002 o

Been too busy/tired to update this. Friday night was spent at Blue Moo, and it was absolutely fabulous ;) Budak Pantai was, as usual, so entertaining! Furthermore, it was such a cool and breezy night.. and I got to drink my favourite oreo shake, everything was perfekkkt!

Saturday was good too, went out for lunch and went for YF in the afternoon. YF small groups was funfunfun, although I got 'injured' at one of the stations. Fell on my bum after this trust-fall thing. It was more embarrasing than physically painful.. heh ;)

Shall be going for a wedding dinner tonight. Ahhhh I so loooove the weekends! :)

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