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o Saturday, February 16, 2002 o

Now, isn't that the cutest thing ever? Get your own candy heart!

Just came home from SSC. Had an absolutely fabulous dinner. There was one of those 'serenading bands' who would walk to each table to play their guitars and sing a little song or two. I requested for "Unchained Melody" :) They were sooo entertaining! Although they were Filipino, they could sing in spanish and chinese! After dinner, we went to watch couples line-dance and ballroom dance. Tres lovely. :)

Oh, I wanted to buy my "lomo" camera today. There's this one I saw which LOOKS like the real lomo camera, but it's made locally (I think) Don't know if I should get it. People have been telling me that the novelty would wear off, and buying it would be a total waste of money. I can't decide!

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o Friday, February 15, 2002 o

Everything is almost too good to be true. :)

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o Friday, February 15, 2002 o

I am not allowed to reveal too much details.. just.. RACHEL IS ONE HAPPY GIRL TONIGHT. :)

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o Wednesday, February 13, 2002 o

I know what's my problem. I get bored too easily. I like unattainble things, not just bois. And when I finally get my hands (no pun intended, heh) on them, I get b o r e d. Im such a bad girl. Even Boonie says so :(

» 12:41 a.m.


o Wednesday, February 13, 2002 o

I think I'll just laugh everything off with a girlish giggle. Those work wonders. Or maybe I should just pretend to be annoyingly oblivious to him. Apathy would be the key.

OR maybe, I should just go sleep, and leave my worries for a better tomorrow.

» 12:20 a.m.


o Tuesday, February 12, 2002 o

Someone please tell me why my guestbook is empty. Mustnotgetfrustratedoveraminorinternetglitch. (*@&#!*!9!

Today, I made polite conversations with relatives, while trying to keep my skirt free of pineapple tart crumbs. Not an easy task, I realized. At about 4pm, I retired to my bed, and spent the rest of the day sluggishly. Lunar New Year celebrations are fun, only because I get to hug (and pinch) my darling Shawn. :) He is charmingly adorable. "You can't stop me, because it's chiiinese newww yeaar!" (When told that he was eating way too much)

And now for something completely different. I don't know how I should react to this new situation. I can't help but feel I might be 1)over-reacting, 2)what's the direct opposite of over-reacting? It is so difficult, being faced with new feelings and anxieties. I hate feeling uncomfortable this way. Should I welcome or shy away from this new situation? Pfft. I need therapy.

» 11:50 p.m.


o Sunday, February 10, 2002 o

I forgot to mention. Yesterday, while waiting for the bus, I noticed a middle-aged man in the bushes. He looked like he was spying on someone.. and being the "k-poh" I am, I decided to SPY on him. Bad decision. And yes, horror of horrors! He pulls down his pants. And I swear he was wearing white underwear. I really didn't mean to peep, in fact I didn't even realize what he was doing till I saw WHITE. Man.. Why do I always have such weird "encounters" with men. 'Tis very, very scary.

Oh, yesterday we went to the market for breakfast. And I saw this Ah Pek riding his vintage vespa. I think it would be a real beauty with a new coat of paint. Anyhoo, I'm off to get ready for church.

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o Sunday, February 10, 2002 o

I can't get to sleep. My head is heavy and I have a bad, bad flu and sore throat. I fall sick too easily.

I watched "Fly Me to Polaris" yesterday. It's kinda like a chinese version of "Ghost"? Or so I think. As Shiping predicted, I was practically sobbing throughout the last part of the movie. Very, very sad and touching.

The sky is getting brighter. Well, good morning world!

» 07:17 a.m.


o Thursday, February 7, 2002 o

Went shopping today. :) Bought like a thousand new things..from clothes, to shoes, down to lingerie..! Woo hoo! I feel like an excited 5 year old right now. :)

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o Tuesday, February 5, 2002 o

I had the most disconcerting dream last night. To loosely summarize it, I was the object of derision among my peers, mocked and ridiculed. As I vaguely remember, I was jeered at mainly because I was fat, lonely and pathetic. This morning, as I sluggishly emerged from the warmth of my bed, I thought of avoiding people, of keeping my distance from everyone. How cowardice of me.

I ought to get started on my essay. It is to be entitled "Reflections". I am so dearth of ideas. I'll probably write something cliche, as I always do. Just another predictable, dull script. I'm having Jacob's biscuits for lunch. Used to love these soo much when I was a kid. :)

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o Monday, February 4, 2002 o

Went to watch "O" today. It's a modern day version of Shakespeare's Othello. Anyhow, I thought Hugo (Josh Harnett) was soo brilliant. Ok, he was manipulative and plain evil.. but.. ahhh. Heres a quote from the site- "He exudes mystery and and sexuality. When speaking with him, you feel he's holding something back, and he makes you desperate to know what that is." Mmm, me like. :)

Slept on the bus today. It was a 35 minute ride (I think) I always embarrass myself by nodding away, or suddenly jerking in my sleep. Oh well.

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