It's over, baby.
Oh and.. Hi Ronald, hi Brandon. I'll link you guys when I update. Bear with me, please.
Cheap 3-in-1 coffee mixes are goood. You know, I thought it was gonna rain.. oo well. 2 exams tomorrow (today)! Woohoo, emath and chinese. Ladida. I got 66 for my a math. Which is, okay. Far from great, but OK.
Boonie, thanks for embarrasing me today :/ In front of *ahem ahem* LOL. Almost everyone was like, laughing at me and I didn't know where to put my face. Haha! Mmm, we saw this guy at Macs. He had that whole 'fin' hair style going on. Uh, something like Fran Healy's (but I think he changed it long ago?) Yeah.. he looked so delectable, lick. Well. Rachel is a bimbo. Its fun and I like it this way.
It's super stress relieving. Ok. Back to the books. Oo! I see lightning. Yippe yay. My mother scolded me earlier on because I wanted to shift the fan nearer to me (it was freaking hot). She's a compulsive neat freak. And I am so unlike her. Heh. I felt real hurt though.
BACK TO THE BOOKS!
Toploader - Dancing in the moonlight
I really, really love this song!! ;) It's the cutest song ever.. and yeah, it really makes me wanna dance. Not that I can though, but, hm. Yeah.. it's just soo spiffy and niffy and yummy and lovely!
Man, I really like this song.
QUIETUS
I've come a long way from the mess I once was. (eeeh) I think sometimes I get relapses, just out of the blue. And the memories come back again, like sudden slaps. Broken wounds, now raw. Gotta keep reminding myself. Focus, brain, focus.
Must pray tonight, and sleep with a smile across my face. If not, I won't get my sweet dreams, and the world will be topsy turvy the next day.
Mm, chemistry tuition, and all I can think of is licking my chapped lips and hiding under the tables. Soooo, the exams end on Wednesay. Three big whoops for me, please.. Aaah, I wonder what privacy is. It's so weird!
I feel like a fictional character from nursery books. In bright technicolours, painted with vivid emotions and innocent charm. But fiction, static and a deadly silence.
I think people hate me. But that's okay, I hate myself too.
STRANGE LITTLE GIRL
Whoa whoa. Was out the whole day! ;) And I'm like, supposed to study for the exams or something. Well, todays my parent's anniversary. We just came home from dinner at mezzanine. I had crispy fish, Thai style and it was absolutely mmmmm, yum!! Oo, I went shopping with mum before that, got quite a few stuff and I'm really glad. Ha. I'm such a sucker.
I'm really hyper tonight. My parents aren't home and I wish I had a Romeo for a midnight rendezvous. Ooooo I miss them :) Mm. LOL. Oh yes, someone should get me the new Garbage CD. Pretty please. It's not too bad, sounds a little different, but not too bad I guess. And you know what? Maybe Vespertine and Strange Little Girls would do too.
Scoober!! I am so angry with Miss I'm so High and Mighty but I'm also a real coward. She is the most *inserts degrading noun* ever. Ha, and I'm a bitch, yes? Well, I don't know, I've just had about enough of her rubbish, really. For more juicy details, contact the patient listener of the year, Andre.
I guess this doesn't make me sound very nice does it? Mwaaaaaha!
I am official sick of Pedro (for the time being). Now I shall listen to cheesy Gold 90fm types. First on the list, the Everly Brothers, Crying in the Rain. It really is raining now. Rachel is a giddy headed mass of emotions!
WHEN WILL I LEARN TO OBEY?
After the exams, I'm going to play in the rain. It's been too long! And I feel old when I see little kids with big school bags running about in the rain.
You know, I've gained quite a lot of weight in the last few months. Ask any health junkie and they'll tell you it's due to stress or some shite like that. Mmm I'm a mostly stress free girl (I think), although I sometimes think too much for my own good. Actually, I don't think think. Nothing good comes out from my so called 'thinking', except for like, weird philosophies or something. Alert, alert. Grrr, sometimes I look into the mirror, and think, What is wrong with you!. Haha! I must be insane. This is what happens when you eat too much Quickly chicken nuggets and drink too much Bubble Tea. And no, I'm not paranoid. I'm bloating!
It's a rather sleepy afternoon and I'm listening to Lullaby by Pedro the Lion. Hahaa. Purrrfect. After school today, I went to the all hip Toa Payoh Central to buy some goodies (PPF stickers and stationary) for the Laundro girls. I'm gonna do a trade for a set of 4 lipglosses with this chick from Spain! Woo hoo. Anyways, Today's literature paper has left me with an aching hand. I wrote about 9 pages worth. But honestly, I doubt I'll get much marks, judging from the crap I wrote. It's very discouraging, but that's school life for me.
Someone help!! My sister is listening to her discman. I'm giving her these you-sound-and-look-like-an-idiot glances. She doesn't get my hint, instead, she smiles at me, and continues half wailing, half singing a song about bouncing off the ceiling if i can't get next to you. I am frigtened, dammit. You see, that's what happens when you listen to your walkman/discmans and you start singing. Number 1, you'll probably sing louder (people tend to be louder when they're ears are stuck). Number 2, you'll probably be out of tune. And yes, the best practice you'll ever get is from singing in the bathroom. Seriously, trust me. :)
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Thanks Sam!
Mm I just had a 3 hour long conversation with my mother. We're 'bonding', how exciting. We drank some Barcardi, and we talked. And I have a literature exam tomorrow. Hurrah, Rachel does it again. I was up watching the Gilmore Girls last night! Last episode of the season, so lovely. :) I completely adore that show! Heheh.
Oo, friends came over today. We played soccer. We also played with my cats. Not done at the same time. Fun! Doesn't feel like the exams at all! Today's physics was a killer. Le sigh.
Heh, take the Rachel quiz. It's just for fun, so don't take it too seriously :P
I've just eaten the most delicious home-made brownie ever. It's incredible. (haha) No, realllly, it is. It's like, warm and soft and sinfully sweet. Jealous? :)
The essay papers I had to today was okay. Nothing much to say about it. Came home not long ago from dinner at SSC. Um, Singapore Swimming Club. Had a deeelicious Caesar salad which reminded me of literature. Heh. I Read tons of magazines and watched couples waltz. I'll waltz one day, maybe whem I'm old. Besides, I have two left feet. Minlin reminded me of my ballet days today. I quit at Grade 5. Then, I also learnt tap dancing (ah, now you know). Heh, I wonder if I still have those shoes. Those were cool. Hm, found out that my uncle (he's over 50) goes clubbing at Zouk. And no, he isn't that dude in the papers today. He's.. my uncle.
I know its the examinations, but its really difficult to concentrate on studying. I'm lurking around Laundro once again. :) I lovee Laundro, although I haven't had a proper transaction yet. Heh. I'm waiting for a trade thats supposed to have been received weeks ago. I hope she wasn't a fraud. She told me she received my end of the trade already and that she was going to send mine. Oo well. I'm bidding on a Rainbow Brite shirt and some make up. If I win the bid, I'll find a way to raise some money. I'm so broke.
After the exams, I'm going on an intense regime of Yoga and Pilates. I love pilates. Yoga is a little more challenging, but still fun. And I'm also going shopping blah blah blah, all the girly shite. I love being a girl. I'm such a bimbo. Hahaha. It's really fun.
BLAME IT ON THE BLACK STAR
Super weird day. Fainted before assembly, haha. I'm such a klutz. I tripped and fell smack down in front. My chest started to hurt real bad, and before I knew it, I blacked out completely. I can't remember what happened at all, just that when I gained full consciousness, I was standing at the spectators stand, wondering how I got there in the first place. Weeeird. Boon Seer said that although I 'fainted', my eyes were like, open. And when I was unconscious, I started hyper ventilating. Haha. Weird, weird. When I got up, I didn't even realize that I had fainted. I thought I was merely getting up straight after the fall. But I saw about ten thousand eyes looking down at me. Haha, it was damn surreal, and I think I was pretty disorientated for a while. Eep, I'm succch a klutz I tell you.
Okay. Weird incident #2. On the way home, this stinky boy came up to me and told me it was his "Lucky Day". Oookay. I was pretty startled, so all I could say was, "Huh?" (my favourite expression) After that, he asked me what my name was. Lol, I was like, for what? Haha. Well, if he didn't get the hint he would have been a total idiot, so. :P
Sigh. Such a weird day. I still can't get over the fact that I fainted! I can't remember anything, except falling down. It's so ironic, though, because I was listening to Radiohead's Black Star last night, and my favourite line of the song goes like this: I keep falling over, I keep passing out, when I see a face like you.
I guess it's just 'one of those days'. :)
LES PETITE ETOILE
Je suis tres fatigue. Mais, je dois etudier et je le deteste! I miss baguettes and French. I haven't touched it for close to a year now. Well, after the Os. After the Os I'll take it up again :) Arrrgh.
My joints are aching; just goes to show how unfit I am. Hah, whatever. Today I read out my composition in class. Lol, I spent my entire weekend writing that piece. How insane. This sucks. I realize I can't write chinese compositions for nuts. I could write much better ones when I was in Primary school. I was actually able to recite idioms and what not, like a tape recorder. That seems like quite some time ago, look what I have become now! Oh yes, the irony of it all- you know, being in a SAP school. My chinese teacher last year was San Dong- it was pretty darn hard not to slack (or sleep, in my case) during his lessons. And yeah, that was more or less the beginning of trouble for me. :)
I'll go read some model essays. That's how pathetic I am. Bonne nuit, mes cheries!
YOU BLEED JUST TO KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE
I think I'm as hypocritical as Mrs Merriweather. Why do I sympathize with victims of tragedy so far away from me, yet manage to be plain nasty to those so close? I feel cold, almost to the point of utter selfishness. Sometimes I feel like the world's greatest deceiver, armed with masks (to suit various occasions) and an armour to defend myself. And if things get a little crazy, the actress and the person I am merges as one, till I can hardly differenciate between good and bad. I want to be good. I want to be so many things. Don't we all?
Perhaps it's just this teenage phase, of inexplicable, erratic behaviours. We try to create our own identities, constantly reinventing ourselves, with mottos such as "Be Somebody" at the back of our minds. But at the end of the day, we're all the same. We've all got the same needs, we all crave for the same kind of love and attention. But I guess somehow, along the way we all get a little screwed. Yuck.
Umm. Rachel's not making sense today. To digress, my so called examination revisions aren't going too well. Math is fine (for once), and I'm just praying that my mind would not go blank, like before, because that, would mean death. Ok, not really. I just really hope I'll pass everything this year. My grades are all going to be pulled down by my CA marks. I was nothing but lazy throughout the year, resulting in my less than satisfactory results. Haha, serves me right. I was hoping for an A for Lit, but too bad, I should have studied for that damned quiz.
I've been thinking how lovely it would be to travel to Rome. I'd visit the Colosseums and Temples, most definitely. The history of Ancient Rome and Greece is truly intriguing, and I wish I knew more about it. Imagine exploring the ruins of ancient Rome, that beats doing thousands of algebra questions anytime. History is fascinating, if only we didn't have to write painfully long essays and such.
Oh, I take geography. Haha. :)
Mm, I'm rachel. And. These would have to be me, playing around
with the minicam. O, I don't always look this shocked
/frightened/ silly/ dorky/ surprised/ weird.
This is my favourite girly flower-girl dress. Ha.
Underaged; 15. S'porean student.
Narcissist & pig! Hurrah. I like vintage stuff, 80s
cartoons & the Gilmore Girls. Science & math
are my nemeses.
I'm boring- I know! Eep.
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